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Sunday, July 16, 2006
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It was an awesome day.. I had so much fun spending it with Jay (oh yeah.. he's my bf)..
I'm exhausted right now yet I'm doing this cause I might forget the details by tom..
I woke up around 7 am (slept around 4 ish am).. I tried to go back to sleep but my eyes won't let me.. Prepared lunch around 10 am ( i cooked chicken curry).. then took a shower.. then had a lil chat with a friend of mine and Jay's bro-in-law..
then he came.. gave him my pasalubong (i wish he likes it.. it was a card i made, shirt and a bracelet [and he thought i got it from Chinatown.. aduh!]).. had lunch.. ate ice cream at Bruster.. dropped May at her house (and I drove his car on the way home.. c'mon it's manual! we got home safe.. it was tough!) we watch my sassy girl (first part [ we've already watched the second part at his place.. that's a good way to spoil a movie.. watch the second part first..lol]).. heard mass.. went to a Japanese restau and had dinner.. strolled (went to old navy) and I got him a bouncy ball (that made him happy.. hahaha)..watched "The Lakehouse"..
In between those activities were the smooching, landian, kilig moments and senseless/ful talks.. He was perfect as usual.. and that makes me fall for him more.. and I think that it is not right to feel this way.. though I really can't hold it back now.. what we have this past days is just so hard to fathom knowing his doubts about us but it seems like a dream that everything is goin well between us.. not that I'm complaining, it's just that something in my mind tells me that it is not permanent and that I should be ready to get hurt again..
Maybe I am presuming things again but hey, he was the one who told me that what we have got a deadline.. It pains me to consider it that way cause since the first meeting, I already made him a big deal in my life.. but I have to accept reality and just be ready when it's time to say goodbye.. I love him so deeply now that I'm confused what to follow..
Anyhow, I got his shirt with me and I can still smell him from here.. I'm just so into his scent.. yeah, he smells good.. :D
Imma hit bed.. I'm just so friggin tired yet I got a tattoed smile on my face right now.. Happy day indeed.. Thanks babe!
laterz!
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