- so fawked up! - Sunday, August 27, 2006 I'm crying.. why? I'm not really sure... O kasi cguro masaya nanaman ako kahapon.. Friday and Saturday was one of the my unforgettable moments.. Spent another weekend with Jay.. As usual, I had fun.. so much fun that it scares me now. Mahal na mahal ko na siya pero I have to hold back kasi alam ko naman kung hanggang saan lang ako sa buhay nya. Yun ang kinatatakot ko na I can't even tell him that kasi I may sound a bit too much nanaman (he hates drama).. Siguro nageexpect nanaman ako e.. kakainis na... here I am again.. putangina talaga! Ano ba toh?!!!!!!! tigil ko na kaya.. pinahihirapan ko lang sarili ko e.. He's been ok naman all this time.. I give him credits in making me feel happy.. It's just that whenever future is the subject, I'm not part of his.. so slowly, I am taking him off mine.. pero sakit e.. mahal na mahal ko na talaga.. hirap! pootah.. sya ata karma ko e.. lagi ko naman sinasabi sa sarili ko na kaya ko yan pero hinde e..

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