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Monday, October 09, 2006
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its been weeks since my last post.. been hectic nowadays with work..
yeah yeah about WORK...
everybody's hatin my job except me.. I know it is very demanding and I myself is guilty of being too damn tired everyday yet I can't quit now... I got my reasons..
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Weekend was alright.. Jay and I went to Florida.. kewl place to live in.. nice spots, beach is just round the corner, pretty decent..
yet something has not been right bout the trip.. I think Jay and I are starting to part ways unknowingly.. We've been having a lot of issues nowadays yet i try not to show it. As much as I could I just try to shrug things off. I love him dearly nonetheless with how he treats me lately, I've been thinking twice.
Issue mainly is about criticism vs. compliments... I love hearing compliments but in our case all I hear from him are criticisms that downgrades my self-esteem.. I know that I can't please everybody but when u got nothing good to say might as well shut ur mouth.. It affects me for real!
I'm also aware that criticisms are good in a way because from there I can learn from my mistakes however, as I've typed earlier his way was a lil too much for me..
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"I just need someone who will appreciate me for who I am.. "
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